dreams of doing something that actually matters and becoming important
curls up and cries because that would involving people and doing things
curls up around you and smooches your face
whispers in your ear how you’re super important
cries because i’m a genius flunking out of the seventh grade
makes distressed noises because i think there’s a 99% chance you’re lying
pets soothingly because i’ll help you
makes soothing noises because im being 100% truthful
heavy breathing because you can’t do presentations or partner work for me
more crying because i refuse to believe
quiet shushes because i can try
more face smooching because you’re wonderful and super important
is sure you can’t just show up in my place because you’re like a foot taller and we look nothing alike
is slightly reassured by the fact that at least someone cares even though it’s not someone i was kind of hoping would care like my family
pets hair because anything is possible if you believe
squeezes because i am your family remember?
screams because i’ve been saying that over and over for years and it’s not actually true
now if only my parents could realize that my problems aren’t only ones in my head and kyle would stop making me feel worse every time i approach him
soothes because dont fret, ill keep you safe
kyle’s an asshole screw him
now if you could only keep me safe from my thoughts
i’ve been telling myself for months but i can’t bring myself to think of him like that?????
(Source: babybroflovski, via stansuckmydickmarsh-deactivated)